..well, something good.
I am not quite ready to commit to any other four letter words just yet, but I do have some wisdom to impart (I think anyhow).
Last I checked in I believe I said the new guy (dubbed Will) seemed like something special. Turns out I was right. We haven’t gone a day without talking since we first started chatting back in December and after our first date right before New Years Eve we have been seeing each other as much as time and responsibility allow. This last weekend (Valentine’s weekend) he came over Friday and ended up staying till Monday. We didn’t even really notice. Of course there was plenty of romancing and a lovely Valentine’s day date, but there was also a Friday the 13th horror movie watching and a Saturday morning breakfast in bed that I made and date that night while my sister watched the kiddos and then Sunday morning brunch after I let him sleep in while I did my things and then what was supposed to be a quick round of video games before he left while the kids played nearby that turned into dinner that turned into Monday morning breakfast…AND I think you get the gist.
I think back to all those times I wondered why a guy wasn’t calling or texting, what he was thinking, what had I done wrong, was I not pretty or witty enough, and a whole mess of other things. It’s been ages since it just worked. My last relationship was never comfortable or easy. Sure there were good times, but I never felt at ease and ultimately it ended badly for precisely the reasons I felt uneasy about. Sometimes I wonder if it was a self fulfilling prophecy or if we weren’t just ill-matched. I’d like to think he’s not a bad guy, just terrible for me (it makes it easier to think of what to tell our kids someday when they ask about him and what happened). As I have recounted my dating experiences to you then you know that there has been a roller coaster there as well. Not with MR. WILL though.
There’s tons of articles and blogs that list ways to tell if he’s serious, likes you, wants you, is into you, wants a relationship, etc., but seriously, you do just know. I had forgotten that you know and had been trying to fit square pegs in a round hole *snickers*.
(By the way, the sex is great and frequent…did I mention great?)
To add to the webs lists from my little corner of the world though, here’s my some number of ways to know, just know.
(Also this list can be adapted to any gender as such you might be wondering about. I am simply writing it about men because I fancy menfolk and pronouns can get out of hand when I try to be completely general)
He communicates. If he can’t stay in touch he lets you know why and for how long. This isn’t because you’ve asked him to or were left in the dark and started wondering and ‘pinging’ him to find out what was up. No. He just does and he apologizes, not because he wants to appease you, but because he is genuinely sorry he can not be talking to you during that time.
He remembers that one time that you mentioned that thing that you liked and did you want to go get that for dinner and it’s only the third date and you don’t even remember mentioning it and briefly worry you have a stalker. I don’t even remember half the stuff I say when I ramble, applause to him for keeping up.
He wants to make you comfortable. Not by slipping into something, though that’s nice too. Sure he should…enhance your physical comfort, but a good one for you will try to make you feel emotionally comfortable as well. If you express weariness or embarrassment or distress the right guy wild his best to put your mind at ease within his power. Worried that you’ve done something stupid or that you’re being to clingy or that the bit there on your belly is unattractively waving to him? He can tell and he should kiss you and telly you that you’re being daft and in fact you are wonderful and beautiful. Maybe I’m editorializing a wee bit.
He holds your hand. Sounds simple enough, but it’s a big thing. The guys willing to hold my hand over the years make for a stark contrast against those who really didn’t want to but ended up doing it per request or handgrab at certain functions. Holding hands in private is sweet and makes you feel more connected even though you’re doing something else. Holding hands in public does this and tells the world “hey, I like this person, they’re with me”. Pretty much if they’re willing to tell the surrounding public (while sober and not using you to fight gravity) then they are also telling you “I likes you a lot pretty lady” (the voice in my head CAN be creepy).
His people know you. Maybe you have met them, maybe you haven’t, but if it’s the real deal you can bet they’ve heard something. Everybody talks (to someone at least). He invites you to gatherings with his friends and they know your name. I would say this next bit is a no brainer, but I had a FWB that did it and threw me for a loop – he invites you to have dinner with his parents. I have also recently endured this with MR and survived. That was a whole can of shenanigans for another post.
He makes plans with you. Future plans, beyond this weekend and next weekend. There’s calendars and tickets and travel and sleeping arrangements and you have to stop thinking about how you have a hard time committing to anything past that hazy area about 7 days out. Of course if you have real doubts, get out. If they’re more like “OMFSM how is this happening to me now? Can I handle being happy?” then just remember, you can handle being happy (unless you’re in the scary part of the Viagra commercial).
I’m actually going to put this up half cocked and call it part 1 because I’m about to fall asleep and possibly accidentally delet it all as my head hits the keyboard.
Goodnight dears!